I’m going to take a major break from the Infinity blogs/updates, but I have to get back to a different angle. I’m not throwing no shots in no type of way, but it seems that everytime I get done with one situation, another situation pops up and a new obstacle is created. I’m doing a fucking lot in many fucking areas, way more than a lot of other mutha fuckas. It’s hard to stay consistent to one thing when I’m multitasking trying to be productive for myself, family, and anyone I can potentially consider family.
But for starters, I can’t keep holding a lot of hands. Now when I say this, I mean this towards ANYTHING I do and am doing or once did. With that said, take time to be less inconsiderate. I don’t fuck with selfish people; they never understand another perspective if it’s not them. I’m doing a lot right now, I’m not one to complain, but at the same time, I’m not one who sits back waiting for progress when progress hasn’t happened. This is the first time in my life everything hasn’t happened the way I expected, as far as a plan being fully delivered. Talking with one of my fellow MadMen, AD; he is one of many individuals who has a shining light of hope. Matter of fact, all of the MadMen Affiliates have that hope. That patience, that they know it can happen. I wanna thank them for standing by my side in this difficult time of bad luck. I’ve done so much right now for the cause, I’m fucking pooped; but if I ain’t dead then I have no time to relax. Fuck being famous, that’s petty; the recognition is here. Mutha fuckas are here, shit can happen; and this city needs a new identity. It can and it will happen, but I know as of now I need help. This extends to anybody who even KNOWS ME. So everyone who WANTS to get down with what we’re doing or at least with what I’m doing, do me a favor and grab a Cubase Keygen or a Cubase Serial Code. That’s ALL I can possibly ask for right now. Things is just so time consuming. Summer is going to be the craziest time, and I may have a nervous breakdown if I don’t get perfected results (I’m a Virgo, I didn’t ask to be born on September 2). This is EVERYTHING that’s going to happen for summer:
- Summer School, trying to wrap these 3 math classes up for my Associates Degree
- Trying to RECORD “Infinity” <—- The sophisticated musical project.
- Trying to finish producing “The Cinema” <—- a beat tape in which low key I’ve already sold a few joints, to put in the pot for the MadMen Affiliates.
- Making time for my girlfriend
- Chilling with my pops (yes, I see him normally 1 week a year) for 2 weeks
- Visiting my Grandmother (moms side [though i dont fuck with my mom], haven’t seen since 2001)
- And STILL trying to obtain a job so I can buy a battery for my car, and plate/car/state/town stickers, as well as insurance to help transportation for my team, as well as myself personal wise…..
- I’ll be gone for 3 weeks at the end of july to sometime in August, so don’t expect me to take ANY vacations to any area code for your enjoyment. I’m on business.
I have a life, I hope all can understand that. People get mad when I’m not visiting them, people get mad when I have no time for them, hell, people even get mad if I’m not living up to the expectations of others or if I can’t do what some others can do currently. But FUCK you mutha fuckas. If you can’t tell that I’m a very abnormal mutha fucka who’s came from abnormal conditions making the best of it, then you have no place to even fuck with me. I’m doing a lot, but don’t expect to fuck with me if you really can’t help me. I can help you if you can help me, I like partnerships where everyone can benefit from each other. Just don’t sit in a partnership with me if you ain’t doing shit. If you wanna be apart of the same thing I am, then bring something to the table. You ain’t bringing nothing to the table, don’t expect to sit; honestly. 2011 has been a great year, the summer is questionable, but as of right now….. my life/sanity, girlfriend, MadMen Affiliates, car, career (hopefully if I can obtain one smh), and education is ALL that I’m worried about. Like I said, help me if you can, and I’ll be grateful. I don’t ask for shit. If you can’t help me, then honestly, Fuck You. That’s all.
Sincerely, pB….
